1 life 1 time

I was eating ice cream with caramel last nite from Mc.Donalds, something I haven’t done since last year because I have been on this crazy losing weight diet. Well its not really a diet because i eat everything but I have been reducing my EXTREMELY FILLED WITH SUGAR foods. Anyways while eating ice cream I realized that I have not been implusive like I used to. Not impulsive in a bad way but impulsive in a good way. Not saying what I want (as long as it doesnt anyones feelings) not doing what I want and just laughing or being goofy just because I wanted to. I then realized there is so much I am missing out on… no matter how stupid they are… you can grow up and still be young and have fun with dignity. I mean today i was making paper airplanes today at work with my fellow workmate Matt and it is something so stupid but it was impulsive and fun and I enjoyed it… Just the other day I was walking around Canberra with 2 friends spreading my wings and pretending to be flying around the empty streets of Canberra because it was 4am in the morning and singing out loud… It is time i take chances with everything… okay lets say things dont work out, at least there are no what if’s… If i like a boy i will tell them like it is and so what if I get rejected? Its their loss … we are what we do… and if we dont do anything, we are nothing… its time for me to let go and not be scared of the unknown and have fun… my way… We only live once!

Wow all this because a cup of ice cream with caramel?! what do they put in Mc. Donalds ice cream?

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