That is what it is!!!

i know i said the last post was the last post about the boy but the thing is, when i learn something about myself, I have to write about it…self discovery… anyways I talked to the guy and had a good discussion and  he said he didn’t want to start a relationship…  he wrote that I was an amazing person blah blah blah… but it wasn’t a blah blah blah situation… after i wrote a nice message back (and i meant every word) he added me on facebook a few hours later… and you know what?!  that meant alot to me… made it VERY understandable about him not wanting to be in a relationship because i realized I wasn’t just an easy hook up to him…

I then thought about how guys look at girls as being possessive and crazy and it is because we don’t want to feel like we are being used… and after all the efforts he has done to be a friend to me I don’t feel like he used me….. AT ALL.. and that is a great feeling… and because of that, I  180% accept his stance… I can be just ‘friends’ with him without question…

I don’t know if his gracious behavior is unique or a matured age behavior…

I REALLY hope he can get through his life changing situation at the moment and I know any girl who he’ll let into his heart will be EVER SO LUCKY (Rachael I know you are laughing at the fact that i like to use the ” Ever so…” phrase)… and I do wish that he meets the most gorgeous inside and out girl and be SOOOO happy!

And if he decides to get married to her, I hope that he will invite me to the wedding and I will tell the girl how amazingly lucky she is…

That is what a beautiful person he is…It is soooo good being able to say that about a guy… EVER SO LOVELY!

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