who am I?

My Canadian friend Liv, used to jokingly say “who are you?!” when i said something stupid that she thought was funny or  did something stupid that she thought was funny…  then a guy ask ed me genuinely “who are you/where aree you from” and I said I DONT KNOW… GLOBALIZATION!!!  I really don’t know whom i am… the only thing i know is my skin color (black by the books, brown by the color) and where I was born… everything else is tangeable… I was born in Harare Zimbabwe but don’t act Zimbabwean apparently… except for being always happy…don’t even have any friends there… I was  raised in Cuba, USA,Russia,  Mozambique, Australia… I have ‘parents’ in Canada, Australia…. real parents in Mozambique and Zimbabwe… I have a ’sister’ in Canada and Japan… a ‘brother’ in Australia…

LIKE I SAID, GLOBALIZATION!!!

A couple of ‘fiancee’s’ (who are actually girl and guy friends who always jokingly say so because apparently in their eyes, I am a beautiful soul)  in Australia and ‘love of my life’s’  (the guys who I never got out of my head) in Russia and I won’t forget Rye Holmboe (first love…hahaha puppy love)

I am a happy person… dont know why… i am fallible.. i like being happy therefore rather not argue with people…

I have been to over 20  countries… THANKS to my parents and have had the most amazing life..

Have met the guy I was going to marry and had my heart broken (but he is still madly in love with me still… love should make you happy most of the time and not make you question yourself or bring you as a person down)… I am so glad i had a period of depression during that relationship because i feared I never would feel that feeling truly…(and not feel depressed like i used to in Russia because i barely had any sleep…)

I have had my daddy and mommy say they are proud of me… amazing!

i get along with more boys than girls… coz i don’t like drama

i get excited over the most stupid and smallest things ever!

I am a good jugement of character and love people who are HONEST with me… truth hurts but the truth shall set you free

People call me the catalyst with guys… i am the one who makes them want to change not there to see their changes…

I have 3 brothers… a couple of half sisters…

My life and my life with my parent’s life has been fucked up but I still can’t be said about it.. something is wrong with me…

I am the first girl to scream on the track (but i am not bossy)

I do things differently… Who you are is more complicated than where you are born nowadays

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