you meet people for a reason

I was reading something off a strangers blog (Brian) and I started to think about my theory that you meet people for a reason whether it be good or for bad reasons… For some reason I decided to click on this guy’s blog and I have never done so and the article he had written was re-affirming my idea’s about my life… About my last post… about telling the guy how i felt… I woke up this morning thinking “what have i done?” then i snapped out of it and realized that you only live one life and the worst fear ever is living a “WHAT IF’ kind of life… I have had situations where I have beat myself for not doing something and thinking WHAT IF I had done what i wanted and not what was ‘easier’… like not getting into a relationship with a guy because i was going to leave the country soon… WHAT IF i had just done it… would my life have been different… would i have married the guy… would i still be in Russia right now? SOOOO many questions! and so I realized i don’t regret saying what i said yesterday… NO WHAT IF… if he isn’t interested then that is his choice but I take solace in the fact that I have done my part… and that feels great!

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