ME time vs YOU time

Oh my gosh i just realized the state where i am at… I DON’T HAVE TIME FOR LOVE… I try so hard to give a part of me to potential love interests but then i get overwhelmed because I start to feel like it almost becomes like a job to keep the relationship going on and lets face it, nowadays if you don’t see the boy in 2 weeks, chances are he is already looking around again… because I never get to the point where i am truly in a relationship with the person… And I realized it is because I am trying to juggle ME time vs YOU time… I have been trying to be healthier and have realized spending time with me myself and I is amazing… you can’t be comfortable or give more to other people unless you are happy within yourself and I have been giving really positive vibes to people and always smiling because I have been taking time to be with myself… and then i disappear for days and can’t be bothered to make the effort if they are not making the effort either and so I disappear off the scene for a while… but you know what, “I don’t depend on a guy to validate me…coz I am happy the way i am” (Single by Natasha Beddingfield)… I am happy with or without and that is the best thing about this situation

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