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ME time vs YOU time

Oh my gosh i just realized the state where i am at… I DON’T HAVE TIME FOR LOVE… I try so hard to give a part of me to potential love interests but then i get overwhelmed because I start to feel like it almost becomes like a job to keep the relationship going on and lets face it, nowadays if you don’t see the boy in 2 weeks, chances are he is already looking around again… because I never get to the point where i am truly in a relationship with the person… And I realized it is because I am trying to juggle ME time vs YOU time… I have been trying to be healthier and have realized spending time with me myself and I is amazing… you can’t be comfortable or give more to other people unless you are happy within yourself and I have been giving really positive vibes to people and always smiling because I have been taking time to be with myself… and then i disappear for days and can’t be bothered to make the effort if they are not making the effort either and so I disappear off the scene for a while… but you know what, “I don’t depend on a guy to validate me…coz I am happy the way i am” (Single by Natasha Beddingfield)… I am happy with or without and that is the best thing about this situation


Today’s lesson

If a guy doesn’t call you while he is with his parents despite your trying to contact him during that time, he is embarrased with you/ not sure aboout you or JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU! Noticed before… just had that experience today… the truth sucks but it is true… delete the boys number off your phone.. I have!


It has finally hit me… Michael Jackson is dead…

After watching Paris Michael Jackson briefly talking about her dad and then taking comfort in Janet Jacksons arm during his star studded memorial, it finally hit me… Michael Jackson is gone forever… we shall never hear his creative geniusness again…ever… I then realized why everyone was making a big deal of his death… every death in my opinion is a day for the world to mourn… It wasn’t only because he was a celebrity but because he grew up with most of us… He was there when my dad was growing up… he was there when i was growing up… my dad and I could always sit around and start singing some of the old songs from his time by Michael Jackson as if they were from my time… There was no generation to young or too old… no topic left off; i.e. Billie Jean… it was cool again to sing about the world and how it needs to heal…It was okay to be different… and for that the world has lost a very special person who needed the world to back off a bit but instead got hounded. Like his brother said at the memorial, maybe now they will leave him alone.


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Dreams in parallel to reality

The question is, what will i dream tonight?


it’s all good

oh i remember what i was thinking about. Everytime i read a text message, i hear that persons voice in my head, accent and everything… how weird is that?


Finally got music up and running

Finally got Africa’s songs up on myspace. Check them out and lemme know what you think.

www.myspace.com/africaphylo


UPCOMING EVENTS OCTOBER/NOVEMBER

NOW THIS IS SOMETHING FOR THOSE WHO LOVE MUSIC! The music nearly caters to all music types. A lil hip hop… lots of techno and house… some rock… etc. SERIOUSLY you will have FUN! WORTH EVERY PENNY! It starts on Friday October 31 and ends on Saturday November 1. Go buy your ticket from TICKETEK now! It’s an 18+ only event…sorry kids!


UK, drop the ball, grab a knife

The days when picking on someone or bullying someone are over in the UK. Who needs to pick on anyone when you got a knife or gun?! SERIOUSLY what the hell is up with the youth in the UK nowadays? I mean do they think it’s cool to kill someone? Is it for street cred? Where did it all go wrong? Are the parents to blame? Are the teachers to blame? Are the video games to blame? Are their friends to blame? I don’t know but it’s seriously disgusting. How does any normal person intentionally use a knife, feel it penetrate flesh and touch bone and wake up the next morning, eat breakfast, go to school and act like nothing happened? Is the UK youth (NOT ALL OF THEM, JUST THE EVIL ONES) going absolutely mad? It’s someones son, daughter, brother, sister, mother…father… knowing the pain you are about to cause that person while stabbing and then there is the lifetime pain that you are going to inflict on the victims relatives. How do you do that? 10 years from now will you have an remorse or will you forget what you did and forget the victim because you are evil? I don’t know but it is truly fucked up (excuse my language).

I was reading an article about a teen who was about to jump and the bystanders were cheering him on and some even having the audacity to rush to the body and take pictures with their mobile phones!!! WOW! And before i went on, the first thing that came to my mind was ‘this probably happened in the UK) and surprise surprise I was right.

APPALING!!!